Sometimes, there are certain feelings we experience, and we don’t even know whether they are right or wrong. We just know that they exist. We feel confused because those feelings often come from someone very close to us. So we start questioning ourselves should we consider them within the boundaries of what is right? Or, since that person who was once very close is not as close anymore, should we label these feelings as wrong?

Before today, I didn’t know that dreams could be both incredibly beautiful and deeply frightening at the same time. I don’t know what changes will come within me, or if they are already happening, after feeling all this. But I believe that if God has made me face something like this, then there must be a reason behind it.

Maybe I don’t need to decide right now whether this feeling is right or wrong. Maybe it’s enough to accept that it exists. Some emotions don’t come to confuse us they come to remind us how deeply we once loved and how deeply we were loved. Perhaps this is just life teaching me that even when someone is no longer physically close, the bond doesn’t disappear.

Time may change many things, but it cannot erase what the heart has truly felt. And no matter what these emotions mean, I know one thing with certainty that I miss him dearly, and I always will, with nothing but love and respect in my heart. 🤍

*PinkeyPromise